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It's probably a bad idea... - squirrelboiler
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It's probably a bad idea...
To walk down memory lane. Still, what is worth it is knowing one has overcome what seemed overwhelming at the time. I wonder how people are? Hell, after the last two years I wonder *who* people are. I think that was the longest-lasting mark - to develop this awful mistrust of others , to doubt their words. One of my problems is that when I'm not on the job, I'm fairly gullible being cursed or blessed with a tendency to , literally, take people at their word. Still, I wish some of those from my past well though I have no expectation of hearing from them more.
I'm in a very extreme place now ( where I live, I mean) but I will be leaving here in a couple of months.
I hope you are on pleasant adventures, ones' not so outre as mine :). But then I haven't changed much and the patterns of one's life can be surprisingly consistent even if inconsistency is their hallmark. And so it is.

Off to write.


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teacup52 From: teacup52 Date: November 13th, 2012 04:17 pm (UTC) (Link)

memory lane

possibly a bad idea if it leads to a bad place again.If one can walk being an observer rather than involved in the scenery, then one may see things that one didn't before. One can take the time to smell the roses.
enjoy
squirrelboiler From: squirrelboiler Date: November 15th, 2012 03:30 am (UTC) (Link)

Re: memory lane

Great Oz! She lives! Gee, it's nice to ,er, read? you again :).
Not too many roses that scent that lane sweetly, more thorns than anything but still. A lot of life is like giving birth and watching one's children grow: you forget the pain of their arrival and watch each new chapter with it's different types of joy and pain unfurl. I'm up in northern Canada now and have been for awhile. Its...hard to describe. But I'm going back to the coast in January. I've been working in a prison up here. Many days in the life of Rosie Denisovich. I've got a FB page ( yes, the shame but people migrated there). If you've got one as well I'm on as Rosie Borealis -please come find me!. I suspect you don't have one but your significant others *may* have forced your hand.
Must abed now, dawn comes late here but I must be up before it.
Lovely to see you.
teacup52 From: teacup52 Date: November 15th, 2012 12:14 pm (UTC) (Link)

Re: memory lane

can't find you on FB. Please come and find me. Cheers
squirrelboiler From: squirrelboiler Date: November 15th, 2012 02:02 pm (UTC) (Link)

Re: memory lane

And I would if I knew what name you were using :) ( I tried all kinds of Teacup variations until the table was laid and still I could not find you).

Edited at 2012-11-15 02:02 pm (UTC)
teacup52 From: teacup52 Date: November 15th, 2012 04:44 pm (UTC) (Link)

Re: memory lane

tee cee kettle
teacup52 From: teacup52 Date: November 16th, 2012 11:43 am (UTC) (Link)

defeat

WHAT I don't know about borealis has not been written. BUT alas no ROSIE BOREALIS. i await your invitation. TEE CEE KETTLE
teacup52 From: teacup52 Date: November 24th, 2012 09:41 am (UTC) (Link)

The tea is getting cold

Still haven't heard from you. Trust all is OK. There is always a cup of tea waiting for you. Cheers
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